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know what's up lately...never do in existence. All this shit w.
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friends.... so wierd & different from past... yet again, thats the way in existence. I wonder if i ll ever have a love...my love. [edited]
got his, I dont, wont ever get mine. Here's all the people ive loved, or at least liked (or thought I loved) - all the same meaning.[edited]
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is the newest... the purest, (for now)... seems perfect for me... I seem perfect for her. I was delusional & thought she waved at me the last day of school. Oh well... my emotions are gone 
so much past pain alone, my senses are numbed. The beauty of being numb...Latesone of my symbols --> O
